Filming for the Wags

Every year Epilepsy Scotland runs an event known as the ‘wags’ dinner. I’ve never been, but for years I’ve watched The Mother debate about this dress or that dress, these shoes or those and over the years I have gained a vague impression of it. From what I can tell, it’s a fundraising event where comedians, or wags, try to impress the guests to win the title of ‘top wag’.

At last years dinner, my photograph was taken to be displayed on (from what I can gather) large screens. This year however, they asked if I would be willing to be filmed talking about my experiences with epilepsy to be shown at this years dinner. I agreed as it seemed like the next logical step in my campaigning for awareness, but nevertheless I was nervous, photos and interviews I have done, but never at the same time.

This morning I made my way into Epilepsy Scotland and after a quick briefing, I met the cameraman, Mike. He was very friendly and directed me in what I should be doing, and where I should be looking. Alana, someone who works for Epilepsy Scotland and who knows my story almost as well as I do asked me questions off camera and I answered them, looking directly at the camera.

I fluffed my words a few times, but luckily those can be easily edited out. I had to stop a few times to work out what I should say but generally it went very well. I spoke about misunderstandings involving teachers at my high school, and my friend’s reactions to my diagnosis. I was asked about dating with epilepsy which was quite amusing, as was trying to make out that I listen to the doctors who advise that I shouldn’t drink.

I didn’t watch the video, but I have been invited to attend the dinner next week so I will see it there. I am glad I did it, it’s another obstacle I’ve come across, there was a time I would never let anyone take even a photo of me because I was so self conscious about my weight gain that was caused by taking a certain medication, so I am glad I plucked up enough courage to do it. Let’s just hope I’m saying that next week.